So, if I may, I'd like to rephrase what I hear you saying so that I am clear that I am understanding your meaning.

So you are saying that you are feeling, experiencing more of Truth of our Oneness, and this awakening in Love and Togetherness feels like such a contrast to the lack of, or little evidence of it in the flow of our ordinary living. You would like for you and for us all to experience our Brotherhood, through our actual real living and working relationships now, through our praying together and loving together."   Is that right?