Thank you Helen! This is so good to read.  I appreciate the heads up about the 21.  In context with what Raj has been sharing with us all these years,  I found the quote which was on the page as I opened your post, very significant.

 Random quote: Fill me today with all that Thou art...I don't want to be this presence of a personality any longer. Fill me with the Light and reveal Me to me...reveal Yourself to me as Me...and exalt my poor perception of myself into its natural, primitive state of Divinity.....Raj

Love

Barbara