Home Page
Home Page
Search | Statistics | User Listing Forums | Calendars | Albums | Quotes | Skins | Language
You are logged in as a guest. ( logon | register )

Random quote: "The real meaning of the crucifixion lies in the APPARENT intensity of the assault of some of the Sons of God upon another. This, of course, is impossible, and must be fully understood AS an impossibility. In fact, unless it IS fully understood as only that, I cannot serve as a real model for learning." Jesus CIM


"Snow is forecast for this coming week, and so is fulfillment,
View previous thread :: View next thread
   General Discussion -> The Gathering Place (TGP)Message format
 
roxana
Posted 2020-01-23 5:10 AM (#233875 - in reply to #233873)
Subject: RE: I'm waking up! p.s.


500020001000252525

I just remembered Raj saying that you need to ask for it.  it was in a recent post.  I remembered too that prior to this experience of realization about awakening as what is happening,  i had been having a particularly difficult day and everything i said came out in form of criticism, self criticism.  Then at one point, chuckle,  i was so fed up with having everything come out in terms of deficiency like in the last thing I said which was something like...'What is wrong with me!', referring to how everything was coming out like illuminating the bleakness of my experience.... i rephrased  and said: "what is going on?"

So there was the QUESTION, the desire, the asking for It, without the criticism. 

 



Edited by roxana 2020-01-23 5:57 AM
Top of the page Bottom of the page


Jump to forum :
Search this forum
Printer friendly version
E-mail a link to this thread

(Delete all cookies set by this site)
Running MegaBBS ASP Forum Software
© 2002-2020 PD9 Software