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Disillusionment, the end of illusions
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Posted 2020-01-14 4:42 PM (#233734 - in reply to #233725)
Subject: RE: Disillusionment, the end of illusions


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Hi Barbara, 

 When I read your message earlier today...and the humor one below...I felt releasing going on with you...the bubbling up of humorous joy and also seeing the painful things as they go back out to sea.  

 I've noticed that since 2020 began it feels like such a rapid releasing happening..."inner" and "outer" too. Things I have held as true...suddenly I look and smile that I believed ______.   It's as if I don't see it UNTIL it's leaving. 

For instance, I've noticed that apparently...in hindsight... I have had a requirement to be "understood"!  And therefore got disappointed and angry at times...or hid it well...when I didn't.  What a funny thing to require of others!  Lately I have noticed that the "machinery" of that thinking doesn't appear to be operating in the background like it was, and there is like an empty space where it used to reside .  I saw that it had been about my mother and actually, for a baby, making oneself "understood" meant life or death:  "Feed me!  Listen to me!  Otherwise I will perish! " It was a thought hard wired for survival.  It all came in a nice little holy instant, as if the belief was waving goodbye as it left and saying:  "You don't need me any more". 

Any way, just wanted to wish you well!

Edited by judyh 2020-01-14 4:44 PM
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