... well isn't that interesting, Judy ... that we can (obviously) respond to another's need seemingly without our awareness of it! ...  i say that because of the noticeable lessening of anxiety after posting ... which was soon followed (and so feelingly connected) by a VERY helpful talk by Adya on the fear of letting go ...  to say the least it was like Raj had found a way to put everything he's told me in preparation for being 'here' now in this relatively short message ... so thanks to You/All for the steadying ... which i'm relieved to say has me now consciously willing to be 'alone' in a very different christmas experience this week ... and actually curious to see what does unfold in giving what is most important to me ... moment to moment attention ...

((thank you/all of us here for our togetherness))

Letting go of fear ...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PG0lXkZrImQ