well doug....... i hate to burst your bubble........ but yesterday i wasn't floating serenely either. if you look at my post to jeanette...... i signed it "gulpingalotofwaterbutstillstayingafloat"........ and that was pretty much the size of it. like you...... i get my tests and as much as you would like to think it works differently........ it seems the more awake you are........ the more intense and rapid the tests come. go figure!!

fortunately........ one also gets better at dealing with them and moving back into a place of peace. my meditation from the workbook this morning really helped reboot my focus.

"when i am healed, i am not healed alone."

healing offers restitution for imagined states and false ideas. healing is freedom for it demonstrates that dreams will not prevail against the truth. healing is shared. healing is strength for by its gentle hand is weakness overcome; and minds that were walled off within a body free to join other minds to be forever strong. as you let yourself be healed, all are healed along with you. you are never healed alone. those who are healed become instruments of healing. your mind becomes a haven where the weary can rest. today i ask that only truth will occupy my mind."

it is in our desire to follow the Holy Spirit......... in our willingness........ we find our healing. 

i think you are doing just fine ozman. welcome to the Kingdom of Heaven.

OneLove*
amena

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