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Location: Portland Ore | Yes, it is. It is about the decisions we make pro or con for our selves and our brothers. Are we protecting their divinity and standing up for their divinity or are we just thinking about me and not the other. Are the decisions we are making inclusive or everyone or are they really exclusive and private and for our private domain. Raj has said this is not just about the business of the gift being given or extended, but that this love is to cover ever aspect of our lives in the universal sense and the particular.
My mother excluded her children rejected them and now she has had a double stroke and both of her legs cut off at the knees.
She might as well aborted us, because her career came first. Once as a young man I called her office to speak with her and she called me back and told me never to call her again, because she told everyone in the office that I was dead.
I ran away from home at fifteen because I could not get along with my step mother and I did not want to cause any problem with them. I always thought that if I ever got back with my mother everything would be fine. My mother put me in an orphanage, because I was an inconvenience. I was born in this world by my mother and father as an inconvenience. I was not a planned birth. I was the black sheep of the family. I was slowly aborted from my mother.
I do not blame them, they did what they were told to do by their parents and the society that they were raised in, but it was not right to do such a thing in the Mind of God. This is what ignorance did. They both were seeking personality survival.
My father came to me in spirit and I saw him in my minds eye and told me how wrong he was the way he treated me, but he did not know any better, but now realizes what he missed with his son. My mother could be dead or still living. I do not know.
May father did not have time for me and so we missed many wonderful opportunities to be together as father and son.
I forsake my father, mother, sisters and brothers all these special hate love relationships for the love of God. All of these experiences lead me to seek out the God within. I live in the world but I surely am not of it. The experiences I went through with my parents and siblings could fill several books. I grew up with a mind set that said that children where to be seen but not heard. Abortion is a lie and it is just another form of convenience.
For my parents it was an inconvenience and so I was tossed around from one foster home to another, because I was not wanted. This is the legacy I inherited from then and this is the legacy that my parents inherited from their parents.
Well I am here to tell you that I broke that legacy both with my self and my son and the world. I will not conform with lying government and society. I will conform my mind to what Gods mind is or die trying.
Blessings! |
The Divine Economy
