Lovely!.  Thank You for sharing.  I have only read a few paragraphs and then I realized that I would be reading for a while, specially if I want to pay attention to what is being said.

Thank you so much for your effort and care.  I hope, I wish, to find something that works or at leasts points in that direction.

I have been needing this, or something like this.  I like Gift and what it involves and I also like to pay my bills; I like to think that the Universe is kind in transition. It has come up as a strong question, over and over, that as Raj insists on gift-for which I am glad-the gift of money comes from the standard source of income.

I just 'gifted' a friend with work.  It was only a semi-gift because there still was money involved, but I doubt that we would have functioned guiltless and freely without that.  As it is, the money I made will cover a tank of gas and some pet food plus return $100.00 to my mom who lent me that to make up for this month's deficit in my account from which automatic withdrawals are made. Unless I can free myself from this confussion and get some work soon, I will be asking for it back at the end of this month.  I would like to see the fruition of her years rather than having to help me out when she is in her later 80's.  !!!

I have been blessed my whole life with work; not always what I hoped for but always work and sufficient and without a sacrifice of integrity.  Since I became involved in this transition of the Foundation, I have not been able to go to work.  I have tried and that has not been good.  So I too am bitting the bullet as we "wait" for clarity.

I am grateful for this opening... I can just feel the 'gush' of pent-up energy.  Anyone's clarity, insight or kindness is very welcome.

William, I will post this in a thread on its own because i have been thinking on doing just that but did not have the impetus yet, not until I found how much thought and care you have given this.  Thanks again for sharing.