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Orinda
Posted 2003-02-08 3:16 PM (#1802 - in reply to #1746)
Subject: Oops...wha hoppy there!!


(((Heather))) ... thanks for expressing divine humor and being truly helpful to vicente ...

yes,  this c thingy is, as Raj would say, an illegitimate imposition,  the 'reality' of which can indeed be laughed at! and that vicente deserves to be free of.

btw, as i stay closely in touch with guidance concerning this, i'm seeing more clearly that playing my part is going to mean being involved in an active and intimate way ... not just 'witnessing his perfection', but actually partnering his/our healing.

a brief explanation of what i mean ... a 10 minute visit with vicente on thursday opened up a whole new way of looking at it that involves both of us equally.  vicente knows i've been suffering with a severe case of stomach ulcers for a long time now ...so after i said whatever Spirit gave me to say regarding his situation ... with brotherly genuine concern,  he asked what i was doing about it and i told him about my upcoming appointment with a specialist for tests ... one of which is an endoscopy. vicente seemed visably pained that i was having to go through these tests ... and in his  passionate way,  told me he'd had very bad ulcers when he was younger ... had the same tests ..." oh lady olinda, very very bad ... but in my country (peru) found excellent doctor who gave herbs to heal ... i drink and made stomach better than new! never again have this problem."

as i watched his eyes pleading with me to listen ... i remembered dr john who used to practice chinese herbal medicine here in st. john's ... and made a mental note to look him up. later that day i was at my friend's house putting away some things and came across an old holistic health directory ...and there on page 5 was doctor john's phone number. aware of my usual apprehension/doubt with regard to hearing guidance when it comes  to my own healing (i've been wrong and disappointed so often)... i checked with Spirit anyway and felt the 'okay' to move this way ... so i called, got an appointment for friday and went to see him... and came away from the visit with two bags of herbs (17 different kinds) to steep and begin drinking for 7 days to help my stomach (digestive system) and also raise my overall energy level ... which he said was so low just staying awake and walking around must be an effort ... don't i know how true that is

what is most interesting which i haven't mentioned,  all the while this was happening with me i was connecting everything to vicente ... he obviously has a great belief in herbs based on his own ulcer healing ...we  both know and deeply appreciate and respect the other's close relationship with God. ... then while she was weighing out the herb perscription for me, doctor john's wife told me that most people come to them for help when they want to get better of cancer ... i wondered if vicente was willing, since based on what i'd just heard Raj say ... our willingness to be healed of the sickness/deformady is a prerequisite to healing ... (i'm not sure if that's just 'instaneous' healing?

and then, with a leap of joy, i remembered how the course says we are healed together ...and felt tears well up to be a apart of vicente's healing and he of mine.  i actually felt our equal readiness and deservingness to experiencing 'the miracle' ... i mean truly,  i feel so close to it, seems like i know  what a "sudden shift of perception" feels like.

well, i have said a lot more than intended, heather - sweet thoughts...
but your embrace feels good ... maybe that's all part of the healing too? of course it must be if the healing of God's sons and daughters is all the world is for. that thought, along with knowing that the world and everything in it is a learning/teaching device for bringing us back to God/Home,  brings me a lot of comfort and peace. ... gratefully, i share it all with you and everyone! 

thanks again for your "WAH HOPPY" witnessing ... for a brother who lives to bring joy to the world.... namaste ... with love, orinda

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