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Posted 2003-02-03 1:37 PM (#1387 - in reply to #1382)
Subject: why I persist


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what keeps me going is mainly the wonder of life, it's what Raj calls having an object of your affection. No matter how bad I feel, if I just focus on something that inspires wonder in me ,I feel better. my mind is ruthless in it's depreciation of it but I become quiet and in the stillness, I find peace. what I find hard is that what Raj says ,although simple and straight forward ,doesn't seem to have immediate effects on my experience of the world.I persist because I trust in a different perspective. but what's hard is that when I open up and be curious and don't experience anything that changes me perspective, my ego kicks in says :"this is bullshit". I can't listen to it because i'd kill myself but i'm getting "awefully" tired.

sincerely ,mark
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