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Orinda & Veronica
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Posted 2003-02-03 9:43 AM (#1370 - in reply to #1353)
Subject: Wayshowers to the Father ... then and now

greetings, beloved Jenny, everyone ...

like you, it seems, i got clear guidance to give us all a 'sleep on it' time before sharing more around my personal experience/guidance ... for being involved in making these connections between our purpose for being together with Raj/Jesus now, and presumably, when we were with Him 'then'.

i fully intend to share the 'big picture' meaning/clarity i'm getting which does involve all of us here ... perhaps in a part 2 post later today. for now i just want to add some personal notes  to what i've already shared about the 'miriam'  experience.

after reading, without once putting it down, the only part of the urantia book that interested me, the early life of Jesus ...and being moved beyond words and  often to tears by the love and closeness remembered ...  and then soon after, having that very real vision/experience of recognizing  myself  in Jesus'  sister miriam ...(i also had a second experience/vision of us sitting on a bench outside the house in nazareth talking about the needs of the younger children) ... i asked for and got His answer explaining why this was happening to me now. over a period of a few days Raj revealed that i had long secretly blamed him for the suffering i saw in the world ... and before he could teach me to take responsibility for all of my experiences, and use my mind correctly to manifest only good ...  i needed to forgive him for what i perceived as a deliberate act of violence on his part .. for causing so much pain 'in the family' through the crucifixion... which also explained why it's always been  unbearably painful for me to see even the slightest forms of  physical violence or, indeed,  suffering of any kind in human or animal life.

well, i was eventually willing to remember only the love we shared ... but it was years later before i noticed 'scenes of violence' were rarely if ever presented. for awhile i thought all this listening to Raj and Spirit/Guidance must be making me pretty hard-hearted or causing me to not care so much what happens to others ... but the incredible depth of true compassion/love i was feeling for absolutely everyone ... was beautiful evidence  i had forgiven myself for the guilt i held onto as a result of not being willing to 'rise up' and leave suffering behind when He (Raj) asked me the first time.

to be continued ...

"Your holy mind establishes everything that happens to you. Every response you make to everything you perceive is up to you, because your mind determines your perception of it." (t,169/t,181)

namaste ... with love, orinda

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