sounds like we're on the same 'page' ... ?? i'm trying to be as cheerful and optimistic about 'doing it' as you seem :{ ... but i am here willingly, on the latest leading edge (we won't talk about how long i've been here  

i'm always a bit uncomfortable about posting excerpts from Raj's 'complete thought' messages ... so i'd like to give you the link to the book and reference february 2 - 1991 as the dated conversation with Paul that was copied from.

have you read 'Graduation - The End of Illusions'? i have, in fact it's been my greatest help so far.

http://www.homestead.com/pamelaparnell/files/Gra.htm.htm

as i was reading and pondering in that 'lesson' today ... Spirit said; waking up is inevitable, and within your reach now, because you clearly can't find a way to 'comfortably sleep'  any longer. "Any direction that would lead you where the Holy Spirit leads you not, goes nowhere."  

i hope you will continue your 'manifesting/good-God deeds thread over here. i have a few to share about, but one in particular i think you'll enjoy. so hang your 'miracles bank' shingle ... and i'll be your first depositer.

rinda