Posted 2019-12-18 9:18 AM (#233423 - in reply to #233404) Subject: RE: July 6, 2008 Raj
Haha, Raj, I just saw that you posted, "There is always an answer"(looking forward to being with you on that)!!! What fun! I just came to share something about that just about now. Maybe I was listening for it while Paul was listening too. Here is what I came to share.
I've had a change of mind about the idea of finding something. I thought I found something, which I was excited to share, when i came upon the July 6 transcript., but using that word, "find" feels like a miss-representation because when I leaned into the clarity that I felt was trying to manifest in/for me, the urge to check out this date felt very specific and clear, very natural.
In the past I used to refer to finding something which I had no clue about where to look for it or how to get it, as a process of hope and luck. I had no awareness of anything guiding me and I did not have a sense of knowing, just hope.
But now, in my increased ability to be aware in Stillness, I am recognizing more and more my participation in it all. I notice my need (which feels more like a specific universal invitation for me to notice and embrace) and I am noticing more immediately as well, how my response can be, right in the moment, THE (kind of) response I can have that makes the Answer more like a place of leaning and resting into... and when I continue to be aware, this place of Answer becomes the environment, shall I say, wherein the need becomes fulfillment.
It is all so simple. I suppose we were, i was, carried away in the excitement of something 'else' that I forgot to pay attention, but I sure am enjoying Remembering, Seeing all this Again.... what a relief... it's like I can see my destination, Home, ... there is no more 'just hoping'.