Posted 2019-11-22 8:12 PM (#232820 - in reply to #232814) Subject: Re: The Fourth Obstacle
Location: Gresham, Oregon, USA
I'm having this experience also.
And: I heard somewhere, long time ago, that there are two gargoyles at the gates of Heaven: confusion and paradox. l'm also experiencing this. For example: This post sounds like a description of a solitary endeavor, and yet l think Raj says we enter Heaven together.
Also: Raj says death is not necessary. Then today: "....leaving it all behind ...." sounds like death ....abandoning/losing everyone and everything l hold dear.
And, regardless, as of several weeks ago, after a family health crisis, I am choosing to drop every block to God that I am aware of.
This post sure lays it out in stark relief, what is required for Awakening.