Dear friends,

~~You are jealous only of what you lack. ~~You lack only what you refuse to embrace. ~~You refuse only to embrace that of which you feel unworthy.

However:

~~You only feel unworthy of what you have determined you are not equal to. ~~You make all determinations for self-serving reasons.

Therefore, jealousy of what another has is:

~~A charade. ~~A means of hiding from yourself your unwillingness to make a new determination which would make you whole. ~~A form of arrogance to compensate for littleness committed to and pleasured in, negating any need for change and any opportunity to grow, embrace, be equal to . . . and have.

Rajpur
Kingston, Washington
January 4, 2002